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Saturday, July 26 2:06 AM
putting on a brave front is way way too tiring.. i never belong to the strong side before.. for the past weeks, i have been holding on.. holding on & holding on..indifferent to things and people around me making sure i won't drip any tears, but, eventually i still broke down.. do you have any idea?. how hard was it ? when i was actually crying but still, have to appear everything is fine.. & to smile and laugh like usual .. i'm not someone who expresses feelings easily.. i may appear indifferent, but i do care actually.. i may seem proud or stuck up to you,that is if you dunnoe me well enough..
i'm tired..i just wish to run away, far far away
from everything..
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