mama will be going to hongkong later which means i must do the housework and be alone at home T.T i'm sad-talking to the four walls at home will just echo back to me intend to movie later in the afternoon,but dun have the movie i want to watch le oh well, just rot at home is the best & i'm not sure if i have the courage to face euu alone
mixed up life,mixed up feelings is there anyone who understands me? sometimes i feel that i can't open up to you whines-are we still as close as before? i miss those days
just let me be a whining bitch at least for today if i stay beside a beach, i will write down all my troubles and put in a bottle seal it tight and let the sea drift my troubles away and shout it all out but haas..that is not possible i need a new method to release sadness gorge myself with lots of food-heh..at least that sounds practical ice-creams!!that is the cure